March 29, 2007

Another Soggy Day...

It rained again last night. Just as our yard had started to dry out from the other day...the clouds burst open and began to pour out all over again. Of course, I am in no way complaining. Here in North Texas we have so needed this rain. I love the freshness in the air after a rain. Some may think of the humidity it brings. But I like to think of how the rain seems to wash away the dirt and the dryness.

That bring to mind how I feel about my life in general. It seems like "dirt and dryness" can accumulate in a life for various reasons. Whether from the hurts and frustration from certain circumstances to the unexpected death of a loved one. If a person does not step out in the rain of God's power and annointing those things do not get washed away but just keep accumulating. It can began to cloud your vision. Which in turn effects your decision making. When we made the decision to start attending North Cities little did I realize that it would begin the healing process my soul needed. I realize now that we were lead there "for such a time as this". Yes, I may still have my ups and downs, but It feels so refreshing to know that I am where God wants me to be. With the new vision in site, I am getting more courage to be who God wants me to be. I am learning that it is okay to let down some walls (that have been up for too long) and be me. I look forward to what God has in store for me as a person...but in the bigger sense what He has for my family!

I have felt so blessed over the last several months...even in the midst of difficult times. I also feel blessed to have the friends that I do. From the old ones to the new ones...God has truly blessed me and my family!

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